Dear Jameson (and indeed ALL that have take the time to reply to me and help me and offer advice xx)
Thanks SO MUCH for the reply - esp in the lightof the fact that you rarely post advice to others.
Your workd are encourgaing, and indeed, I am at a a loss to find the source of my feelings. If indeed this is anxiety or depression, I have no idea where it has come from. I have had a turbulent life - parents splitting, mum having cancer, loosing a baby, moving out at 16 year old, etc - but I seem to wonder why I didnt break down during these harder times? Why now? - now that things are reletively relaxed in my life at present....?? It so tough isnt it???
I felt awful again this morning, all anxious and tense and dizzy and....weird! My insides were like all shakey and I i felt really panicky. I ended up crying all morning for about 3 hours! Then I went to the Dr and she advised me to try and antidepressent called ESCITALOPRAM, 10mg. Do you know of this? Is it safe? The Dr said it would lift the dark veil off off me and Id see reults in 10-14 days. I am scared to take pills like these, but I do accept that I NOW NEED HELP! are these the help that I need???
I then went to my nana and sat there for tow hours and cried to her and spoke to her. I must admit thatI feel a little better now, but I can feel that the panicky feeling is creeping back in already.......
thanks Sady. again, a alovely response. i feel for you. indeed we are all very similar!