welcome to the forum, I had to edit your post. We can not discuss self harm or suicide here on the forum I hope you understand, review the rules when you have time.
I strongly suggest that you go to your doctor and discuss you feelings with him/her and then find a therapist to talk to. If you went for medical assistance the other night they would have a list of places you could go.
National Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
http://www.thehotline.org/ National Domestic Violence Hoteline 1-800-799-SAFE(7233)
NDMDA Depression Hotline | Support Group. 800-826-3632
Suicide Prevention Services Crisis Hotline 800-784-2433
Suicide Prevention Services Depression Hotline 630-482-9696
Here are just a few resources from our resource thread for you. Please take some time to review them. Put the numbers in your cell phone. Go to the top of Depression forum and review the rest of the resources available.
Please take care of yourself, you are important and there is a reason you are here. so lets stay here, ok?
Be still and know there is Peace.
Kabir says: "Student tell me, what is God? He is the breath inside the breath". from the poem Breath.
DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;
Post Edited (BnotAfraid) : 3/23/2013 6:14:31 PM (GMT-6)