Thank you for the replies. When I first started seeing my therapist (not the pshchiatrist that prescribed me the lexapro) and I was telling her the same story I said earlier aobut the gall stones and nobody beleiving me, she almost spit her coffee out laughing (she thought the fact that the doctors where so stupid was funny), she said some doctors just dont want beleive of the possiblity of a 14-15 year old haivng gallstones. Since I was misdiagnosed and forced to take an anti-D which put me out of it and I really thought it made me feel more depressed, I'm scared to death to take anything else like that. I'm sensitive to side effects of almost every medicine out there, and I dont wanna feel worse then I do now. But I heard about the suicide thing of when you give these meds to children or teens, i wonder if i was kinda suffering from the same thing. I know I wanted to die when ever I got those stomach pains, I mean after giving birth to my son naturally with absoutly no drugs, i'd have to agree the gall stones hurt way more, and this was almost EVERY night,and since then I have been very very sensitive towards pain, I cant even handle a headache (I didnt have anything with my son because i was afraid he would be born drugged and he was only suppose to be 3 pounds, but they where very wrong, he was 6lbs, in case your wondering how i did it when i cant handle pain).
Well I am gonna take the medicine (after the 4th cause I have big plans this weekend and I dont wanna suffer from any weird side effects during it), I WILL give it a chance, I just wish they could give me some kind of a Benzo cause I have a panic attack whenever I'm thinking of even taking it and I get sick to my stomach (thats how bad my experience was when I was younger) But my new pshychiatrist is against it. But I am wondering if any of these anti-D's have a lower chance of bad side effects. I hear alot about Lexapro so it must be a good one.....Sorry I am rambling on, I've been bored all day, Im fighting a BAD ear infection in my left ear so I havent been able to go do anything. WEll thanks for the relplies.