Welcome to the forum Kat!
TO Jessica and Kat . . . please get some help for your sad, hopeless feelings. See your doctor and see a therapist too. You really need to work through your problems and deal with them in a healthy way. Your doc can refer you to a therapist or you can contact your county mental health agency . . . but please do this ASAP. Your lives depend on it. Once you get into that downward spiral, there is not telling when you might act on those desperate feelings. Get help now.
I hope you'll both stick around here too and let us know how things are going.
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