I'm glad you are a bit better. I'm also glad that YOU learned something from your accident. You are the one who will continue to grow and become stronger. It sounds as if you have a loving family, let them help you.
I know it's an OLD saying, but today REALLY can be the first day of the rest of your life. You are looking at life through fresh eyes, you have been given a second chance. Use it wisely.
Yeah, life really stinks sometimes, that makes the good times so much better. Sounds like it's your turn for some happiness. It's coming, be patient.
Keep in touch. . .