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janna
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Date Joined Oct 2005
Total Posts : 1
   Posted 10/31/2005 8:00 PM (GMT -7)   
I'm 28 and feel like I have been suffering from some sort of depression/anxiety since I was young. I don't even know how long at this point.
I've had some things happen within the past few years that have kind of lit the fire again after doing somewhat ok for awhile.
lately though its just been awful and I don't know what to do. I went through a divorce and moved home to get my act together but it seems to have
hurt more than helped. I'm finding myself being reckless and irresponsible in attempt to make myself feel better
just for a little while. I'm not sleeping well, I've begun to cut my arms again, I can't seem to stop crying. I'm not returning phone calls,
I'm hiding from my family...my boyfriend has broken up with me and has told me I need to fix myself before I can
have any relationship. I don't have insurance and quite frankly am pretty broke, so I don't know how to get help.
I was receiving money from the state for therapy due to an incident of sexual abuse when I was younger, but thats
been cut as well. I didn't think the therapy was working anyways. I try to talk to a select few friends that I trust but nothing
seems to help. I never thought of myself a suicidal for real but the past few weeks and especially today has brought
very bad thoughts. Like I think I can actually do it now because I'm just so sick of feeling this way. I just want to feel normal.
the anxiety attacks are back and more frequent too. Its just taking a little bit these days to set me off. I just need some help.
I don't know where else to go.

AlwaysRosie
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Date Joined Jan 2005
Total Posts : 8616
   Posted 10/31/2005 8:12 PM (GMT -7)   
Hello Janna . . . welcome to the forum,

You really need to contact some help NOW. I am listing a few resources below:

Suicide Hot Line - available via the web:

National Suicide Hotline Numbers :

1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-2433

http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html


I hope you will get some help right away and when you feel up to it, please let us know how your are doing.

Blessings!


In His Grip,
AlwaysRosie          "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
Psalms 139
UCTD (Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease), Hashimoto's, Plantar Fasciitis, Inflamatory Arthritis, High BP, GI Inflamation, Diverticuloses
Plaquenil, Methotrexate, Folic Acid, Synthroid, RX Motrin, Lexapro, Amitriptelyne, Salagen, Lotrel (Centrum Silver, B12, B6, Calcium+D,)

Post Edited (AlwaysRosie) : 10/31/2005 8:16:53 PM (GMT-7)


AlwaysRosie
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Date Joined Jan 2005
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   Posted 10/31/2005 8:12 PM (GMT -7)   
Some more resources for you frined!!

National Suicide Hotline 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.

Websites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com
Suicide Crisis Center
Depression and Suicide
Teen Depression - Teen Suicide
These websites are all related, meaning that you can find all of them from any one of them.


Blessings!


In His Grip,
AlwaysRosie          "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
Psalms 139
UCTD (Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease), Hashimoto's, Plantar Fasciitis, Inflamatory Arthritis, High BP, GI Inflamation, Diverticuloses
Plaquenil, Methotrexate, Folic Acid, Synthroid, RX Motrin, Lexapro, Amitriptelyne, Salagen, Lotrel (Centrum Silver, B12, B6, Calcium+D,)

Post Edited (AlwaysRosie) : 10/31/2005 8:15:56 PM (GMT-7)


Annieoakley
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Date Joined Oct 2004
Total Posts : 310
   Posted 10/31/2005 8:41 PM (GMT -7)   
Jana,
please contact any of the information that Rose gave you, you need to do this now, sweetie I am so sorry you are feeling this way, please get the help you need.
Annie


Fibromyaligia, dx Oct 2004 but we are sure I have had this for about 4-5 yrs maybe longer.
Chronic fatigue Syndrome dx 1995
Anxiety/Panic attacks dx 1990
M.S. dx June 29th 2005
Anemia dx Jan 2005
Depression..lets just say for a while now.

Meds: Amitriptyline
Lorazepam
Celexa
Ferrous Glouconate
Ibuprofen 600mg
and soon to start on
Rebif or Avenox

xnicx
New Member


Date Joined Nov 2005
Total Posts : 1
   Posted 11/1/2005 8:44 AM (GMT -7)   
i no excatly how you feel!!my 2 year relationship ended a while ago i was depressed throughout the relationship, i gradually pushed him away.i neva thought things would get any better,i woke every day crying,and2 weeks after we broke up i took an overdose even after i recovered i had so many suicidal thoughts!!i still do!6months on and ive met my new fella nathan who is completely understanding about my depression and im so happy,though i still have my days but im feeling better,i never thought there would be light at the end of the tunnel..there is!keep hanging in there and something or some1 will help you through this!im only 18 and youre only 28!trust me youve got your whole life ahead of you,talk2 me because when u say bout things that have happened to u,i have experienced,violent,sexual and physical abuse wb hun lv nicx x x x

beyondblue
New Member


Date Joined Oct 2005
Total Posts : 6
   Posted 11/1/2005 12:10 PM (GMT -7)   
janna. if you don't have insurance, look in your yellow pages for a human service agency or something similar, there are places out there who can help you and offer services based on your income. If you need to be put on meds, there are also different organizations who will help pay for your prescriptions. I understand what you are going through. Suicide is not an option, trust me, I've been there. Things will get better. If you ever need someone to listen, there are plenty of people here for you. Don't give up!
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