Post Edited (MindsEyeOpen) : 11/8/2005 9:17:00 AM (GMT-7)
I'm sorry that your going through such a tough time. I know how that can be. I've been there too. Here's some thoughts:
When you're alone, are there any songs you like that also relax you. If so, listen to them often. This might help you, each time, to get to a place in your mind where you can get better perspective.
In terms of being around other people, my mentor taught me that there are only about 9 or 10 miserable, evil people in this world. Now they move around a lot. And you might come across them. But you can handle that small a group by knowing that most people try to be nice, and like you are doing the best they can with what life throws at them.