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   Posted 4/8/2017 7:32 AM (GMT -6)   
I hope that things get better Jamie. I am sorry you are struggling. Hang in there mate.

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   Posted 4/9/2017 2:07 AM (GMT -6)   
did some meditation today. burnt a stack of incense. shrink away, as i am aware, sent an e-mail saying med change, lexapro poop. playing some upbeat trivium!! rspwed on anxiety knows i like em, so, bam, it's on, and loud. i got mum a wheelchair, needs put together. will go up and see sis or something to do it. she has it. still bloody chaotic, but goin' with it, rather than fightin' it. last night i spent my last $6.50 i had on a can of wild turkey and coke!!! it helped. be good.

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   Posted 4/9/2017 2:24 AM (GMT -6)   
Awesome on the wheelchair Jamie!!! I hope you enjoyed the wild turkey, but remember it does nothing good for depression. But every now and then we need a little help...

I hope you get a good sleep tonight Jamie. Take care...

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   Posted 4/9/2017 3:03 AM (GMT -6)   
yep. i hear ya. just like a val without one!!!

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   Posted 4/9/2017 11:47 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie I am glad you not fighting the chaos. Sometimes we need to honor the confusion.

I had a rare treat on Saturday night. John had is regular bourbon and I had a [just under] half glass of red wine. We toasted Gooseman and thanked the little guy for all his love.

Today Maverick, his brother does not look so sad, but is still lethargic, sleeping where Goose use to. Alley, is sick with a UTI, back to the vet on tomorrow.

John and I had a good, full belly laugh this morning, I can not get a urine sample. Every time she starts to pee, I try to slide a flat plastic container under her and she freaks! Bolts like someone stuck her with a pin! This dog will always be skittish.

Have a wonderful day!
Peace
Trina
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"...when the gift of sight is cause enough for jubilation."
Billy Collins from the poem. HIGH

DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain;Hemicrania Continua; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;

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   Posted 4/9/2017 1:10 PM (GMT -6)   
That is funny Trina about Alley. Jasmine use to get uti's and we found out she had kidney issues. We had to stop protein and put her on prescription dog food. But no uti's since. Plus she had anti-biotics in the beginning a couple of times before we knew about the kidney problems. She is much better now since I got her the prescription dog food and stopped protein.

I am glad Maverick is doing better. When I had to have Chance put to sleep, Jasmine was still young and she didn't even miss her. I was kind of surprised. I sure missed her though. It was hard.

I haven't had a drink in a long time guys. I have a fatty liver and high enzymes. The doctor took me off of my cholesterol medication (simvastatin), and in three months I get checked again. I hope it goes down. I would hate for my antidepressant or my abilify to be causing it. But I hear that cholesterol medication can cause liver enzymes to go up.

I hope you guys have a good day/night. Take care...

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   Posted 4/10/2017 2:01 AM (GMT -6)   
fully chaotic. good on ya trendy for the toast. i am watching myself, very manic, half an abilify.......

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   Posted 4/10/2017 6:29 PM (GMT -6)   
Awww Jaime I am so sorry things are not getting better yet.

I know going manic is hard not only on the mind but the body as well.

I hope things will line back out in a few days and you can get back to your normal.

Hope if you havent already you can see your pdoc soon too.

Rest well Turtle friend
I am working on me day by day. Laughter and playing are our cures! Kids do this, why can't we?

Rx
Trileptal 300mg times 2 twice a day- bipolar
Celexa 40mg 1 time a day- Depression anxiety
Protonix 40 mg 1 time a day- GERD
Loratadine 10 1 time day- Allergies

The Dawn85

Stay strong, stay well and be happy even if it's fake at first.

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   Posted 4/19/2017 9:32 AM (GMT -6)   
thx guys. gig went well. seen sis for a few hours. from canada. had a feed and went to bed. still chaotic but going with it. i am not bothered with the abilify, not much difference in taking it or not. seen one bro and missed the other. family bbq next week as sis flys home to canada. be good. back to bed.

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   Posted 4/19/2017 9:53 AM (GMT -6)   
Glad you got to visit with the Canadian sister, I'm sure that doesn't happen very often. Hang in there!

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   Posted 4/19/2017 11:50 AM (GMT -6)   
Glad you had good times Jamie. It is nice to see family that we haven't seen in awhile.

I hope you get a good sleep mate...

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   Posted 4/20/2017 12:06 AM (GMT -6)   
thx mate.

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   Posted 4/24/2017 2:09 AM (GMT -6)   
seen shrink, all good. ditched the abilify and the lexapro, starting pristiq-non generic at 50mg for a few weeks, then increase. we decided to go one thing at a time. we agreed to hold the lamictal. he said pristiq will work well with my night time mirtazapine. he sighted too much chaos, and i informed him i am returning to meditation and mindfulness. he wants me to keep at with dbt. cheers.

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   Posted 4/24/2017 3:27 AM (GMT -6)   
Yay for the meditation and mindfulness. I find it easier to achieve with the pristiq. I hope it is for you too.

Good luck with the medications Jamie.

Have a good restful sleep...

Hugs, Karen...
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   Posted 4/24/2017 3:29 AM (GMT -6)   
Hello all,

HT- I am so glad you saw the doc and that you got to see the doc as well. You will be all better soon hun. Stay strong dear friend.

Not much news on my end. Depression hit hard yesterday! Yikes then I was up until 5 am with mom, she got drunk and weepy! So 2:30 am to 5 am I was chatting with mom to calm her. Slept 4 hours and then napped again twice. So it is 2:30 am and I am awake still. Mom did not drink tonight so there will be no 2:30 am crying unless I do it. LOL

My friend who lost her brother no longer talks to me, but will talk to everyone else so I am done! My game friend's have been very quiet around me as well, I will leave the game in the next few day and the chat we have set up. They can have that drama. I will no longer deal with any of it from anyone. Have enough of my own.

Very tired so i will be back asap. Hope all are well and I hope tomorrow is brighter than yesterday. Stay strong and be well all.
I am working on me day by day. Laughter and playing are our cures! Kids do this, why can't we?

Rx
Trileptal 300mg times 2 twice a day- bipolar
Celexa 40mg 1 time a day- Depression anxiety
Protonix 40 mg 1 time a day- GERD
Loratadine 10 1 time day- Allergies

The Dawn85

Stay strong, stay well and be happy even if it's fake at first.

getting by
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   Posted 4/24/2017 6:43 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Dawn,

I am with you on the drama. Don't need it anymore, will not tolerate it. And there can be a lot with different people.

I am sorry you were up so late. It is strange when people get drunk and weepy. But I know what you went though. I use to have to go through it too. Kind of felt it was a waste of my time. but we do it anyway. I am not a drinker.

I hope you have a good day. Sunny here so all is well.

Take care Dawn...

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BnotAfraid
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   Posted 4/24/2017 10:03 AM (GMT -6)   
Yes, don't have time for the drama myself.

Ever since I have excepted that obnoxious, mean, rude behavior is about the other person, not me[you] I breath, and breath [stops me from reacting] and excuse myself.

Sure it still hurts my feelings, make me sad. BUT not has much and not for long. With out engaging in pointless or hurtful conversation;

PRIDE starts starts to take the place of the hurt..

This is a form of self-kindness. If the person approaches me in a nasty aggressive way, I PUT a shake hand up, say "I don't appreciate they you are talking to me". The 2 times I have done this, it stopped them in their tracks. Bullies!

Everyone have great day!
Trina
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"...when the gift of sight is cause enough for jubilation."
Billy Collins from the poem. HIGH

DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain;Hemicrania Continua; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;

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   Posted 4/25/2017 11:39 PM (GMT -6)   
hi. said good bye to sis, got home real late, 2 plus hours away. seen gp, got referral for shrink to visit me. he knows it is getting harder on me. he going on-line video calls, skype, however he is happy to see me here. almost finished lexapro washout. and abilify i ceased a couple of weeks ago. starting pristiq, non generic. got mdd on top of some borderline stuff. taking mum for her first wheelchair ride, she gets bloods done then i am dropping her off by train to the city, where other sun will take over. am pooped, been to the chemist as well. been shedding some shells, doing a weekly awakenings that was sent to me from far lands by a dear mate of mine. hot chocolate awaits.

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   Posted 4/26/2017 2:26 AM (GMT -6)   
HT- I am glad you got home safe. I am glad that you got to see your sister as well. I am sorry that things are slow to get better.

I hope that your mum will be happy with your brother! That sound's like a little vacation for you and her both. Hope your hot chocolate was good and you slept well.
I am working on me day by day. Laughter and playing are our cures! Kids do this, why can't we?

Rx
Trileptal 300mg times 2 twice a day- bipolar
Celexa 40mg 1 time a day- Depression anxiety
Protonix 40 mg 1 time a day- GERD
Loratadine 10 1 time day- Allergies

The Dawn85

Stay strong, stay well and be happy even if it's fake at first.

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   Posted 4/26/2017 7:17 PM (GMT -6)   
Hee hee
HT I'm not sure what you're telling us

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   Posted 4/27/2017 2:46 AM (GMT -6)   

BnotAfraid
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   Posted 4/27/2017 12:47 PM (GMT -6)   
Mooooo
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Billy Collins from the poem. HIGH

DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain;Hemicrania Continua; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;

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   Posted 4/27/2017 6:54 PM (GMT -6)   
mooooo? ha. smile

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   Posted 4/28/2017 8:35 AM (GMT -6)   
MOO MOO MOO... Ha!!!
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   Posted 4/29/2017 1:36 AM (GMT -6)   
too much drama around.
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