Hi there. Please don't feel bad. If you run to another doctor while you are this emotional you might have a whole new situation of feeling like a leech with the new doc. Atleast give him one more chance where you are a little calmed down. It seems like You see yourself as a leech therefore (sp) you believe he sees you as a leech. What you believe about yourself is usually what you think others are judging you on.
Maybe visit him again and tell him .... I feel like a leech. I feel like people are judging me. And when you asked me the question YOU didn't make me feel anything. I feel it all by myself.
Because that is what you say over an over in your post. I feel ... I feel... and the fact you brought in papers to proove to him you really needed help. This p doc could be the best to help you because he has seen how upset you are and how emotionally difficult this is. If you go to another p doc you might just try to hide these feelings.
You need to know you are not a leech! You are using the system for what it was intended for. I understand sooooo much. Injuries, lawyers, insurance companies. I am going through it right now. I have also been able to find an at home based phone job and received my first paycheck today. I don't know if it would be enough to knock you off SS benefits. I bet I will make $800 - $1200 a month doing it.
I am NOT trying to sell you anything - just I am very proud I got my first check today. I feel that i am doing something to help support my family. I will give you some info if you want to PM me. Or anybody else who wants too. Again I am not selling anything. Just an injured person who got a paycheck in the mail and is very happy!
Lots of HUGS! C