Hello to everyone here,
I decide to
open a thread here based on some recommendations from a few other members. I was surprised by the amount of response I got. I was honestly expecting to be more anonymous. I didn't realize anyone was really listening or anything
After collecting myself Im here to try again.
@pitmom thank you for your kind words, they are very welcoming and i appreciate this, especially coming from you as i see youve been so though so much already. I don't even know to begin sharing as
openly as you but I'm here and thank you for having me. Im surprised by it still but my T says thats okay and to stick with it
@karen i revisited my post in Chronic Pain to clear up some of what id shared. I do have an MJ prescript
ion for pain and other 'things' I'm not so ready to share about
yet. Thanks for the tip about
CBD's. A friend of mine made the same recommendation and brought me some which feels different in a good way but he also got me this vaporizer
for herbs as well. its been a week that I've been using both now and i feel really different. although I'm not sure if its the MJ or the new way I'm in-taking it. Do you have any experience with this, or is there a better place to post about
this to ask? I consume about
.10 grams twice a day but up to .4 grams on a heavy usage day or when i was being reclusive. its been a week and i haven't felt really low that way yet. Im not sure if this information helps
starring=sharring typo sorry
I don't feel comfortable sharing my age here, partially because the internet but also because I don't want to be seen as just my age. I can tell you that I'm older that 21 but younger than 30 i hope thats okay.
I do have my T but i also have some reoccurring issues that affect my sleep. the MJ helps with this a lot.
i feel so many things are happening right now i have no idea where to begin. My dads friend and a friend of the family for as long s can remember is succumbing to alzheimers. its been getting worse over the years but this year there was an incident. he's in a home now and he's never leaving or will be living on his own (with caretaker) again.
he's doesn't even recognize my dad anymore and calls him by other names.
My little brother is bi-polar. his mom (step mom) is diagnosed schizophrenic. she doesn't live with them anymore. she's in mexico with her family. they look after her. My dad and brother live together and i live on my own now. but i try to check on them when i can, and also when i can take it. i was visiting them more after i had my accident because i had more time. but also made me really emotional which is why i think i was smoking so much. at least this is what my T helped me figure out.
Anyway, everyone is adult and i need to focus on being okay myself which is what my T says but i feel really bad about
seeing my brother do nothing and my dad letting him be that way.
I think i have to stop here for now.
the mj helps and I'm pretty sure its the only thing letting me type right now