I don't wanna be a bother here but I don't know where else to go and explain myself.. I just don't feel good after returning to my home.. I went to America to visit my eldest sister, my uncle, aunty and cousins and my nephew and niece. I went there with my mother and other sister. I spent almost 3 months there and now after coming back to my own homeland I feel so depressed. I used to live with my sister and my parents here but after visiting my eldest sister there and spending time with her and the rest of my family, I got so used to the live there that now when I'm back here I feel incomplete. My other sister who was here living with me didn't come back because she liked Us better and stayed there with my eldest sister.. I don't know what's making me feel so empty but I just don't feel good anymore. I don't feel like my own self again and in this process my boyfriend is getting hurt, he thinks I'm not in love with him anymore and I've returned as somebody else but I'm still the same old me it's just that I can't convince myself to return to my old routine again. I will be moving to the US but after 2 years due to my education here but I just don't know what to do anymore.. I feel so incomplete..