God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can;and wisdom to know the difference.
It makes me feel so much better to know that there are people out there going through the same thing... Before I admitted to myself that I might be depressed I just thought that there were a lot of things wrong with me, and I couldn't figure out why or how to change my patterns and behaviour. Although it's scary to feel like you have this 'condition' I guess it's better to finally have something that explains everything and to stop feeling bad about being 'lazy' or 'oversensitive' without knowing why... It's funny because I am from Vancouver too but have just moved to Montreal for school and am really questioning why I feel the need to do these extreme changes, like I can't be happy in the place I am, I have to find it somewhere else, I've realised that because now I find myself wondering if I should move back... Plus the -25 weather doesnt help!
I hope things are looking up for you, one day at a time... thanks