hi all after many years of being well and having my deppression undercontrol it has come back with a big hit!!!!
im getting the same old feelings of "unreality"if you know what i mean fell like this is not realy happerning everything is familiar yet unfamiliar.
just been to local doc as ive been on venlafaxine(effexor) 75mg for many years and said to up it to 150mg is that a high dosage!!!!
ive just got married to my loverly partner of 5 yrs but just 2 weeks after the wedding her farther died and we had to do all the arengments etc.
so from a major high in my life to a deep low in a matter of weeks.
i have a real phobia of death and seem to have depressive episopes every few yrs.
i know ive had these feelings before but it is just so scary !!!! sorry for rabbling on but this sight help last time.