I desided to post in my old thread instead of starting a new one. This last week has been so long, & I'm sure the weekend will go by too quick. I really need to get my butt into the Dr but I just dont have the money right now. I've had a dull headache all week. My moods are becoming more up & down again. I've noticed that I go threw periods where my hair falls out in almost globs (it not as thick as it used to be)My ears hurt on & off along with my jaw. I don't know if its from the meds or if I am just getting sick. I am on both prozac & topamax (for migrains) maybe the 2 do not mix well together. All I know is I broke down crying today cuz I just don't feel like I do anything right & my family would be better off without me around. The only reason & have not disapeared is cuz my husband has told me before that he wants me to stay & I know how it would effect our son.