Yup . . . most of us come here and vent sometimes.
I would add an item to your pole. It would be medication and counseling. Lots of times when we can't get out of a funk it is because our brains aren't maintaining an adequate level of endorphines (our 'feel good' chemicals). The anti-d's help the body do that.
I have a few links where you can try to get help to purchase your meds. I'll see if I can find it and post it here.
Take care friend!
In His Grip,
AlwaysRosie "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
UCTD (Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease), Hashimoto's, Plantar Fasciitis, Inflamatory Arthritis, Carpal Tunnel both wrists, High BP, GI Inflamation, Diverticuloses
Plaquenil, Methotrexate, Synthroid, RX Motrin, Lexapro, Amitriptelyne, Salagen, Lotrel, Panlor SS (and OTC = Folic Acid, Centrum Silver, B12, B6, Calcium+D, Glucosamine, MSM, Salmon Oil, Flaxseed Oil, Vit C)