I think you're in a depression. I say this because you say, "I don't enjoy life anymore." That's a pretty good clue.
Do you have any friends who know you well, you can talk to? Maybe they noticed when things started changing for you.
For me, the depression comes when I don't want to face something. To deal with somethings, I think of what it will be like if I don't face them. I realize it will be much worse if I don't deal with it and it will last a lot longer.
What did you enjoy before the depression set in? Oh, and how long has this been going on?
Hello everyone. Thank you all very much for your replies. I've been doing some research and trying to find out why I'm feeling this way. First off I need to say, I'm not to thrilled about my life right now, but I love my wife very much. Its because of her that I'm trying to find out why I'm feeling this way. I've always had the feelings of depression or feeling like I'm depressed. All my life I've had no account jobs and haven't felt real good about myself. Yesterday my boss called me and told me that business was just to slow and he had to lay me off. Like I needed that right now. I came up with 2 things that might be contributing to my symptoms. One is I have sleep apnea. I don't use the machine you get with it all the time. They say sleep apnea causes depression. And I drink a lot of cokes and they say all the caffiene can cause you to have depression. Needless to say I'm going to wear the machine every night and see if that will help. As far as the cokes, I can't say. Cause they are very addictive and I just cannot let them go right now. Thanks again for all the replies. Have a good day.
Your right brownleaf. I'm 45 years old. Good guess.