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Date Joined May 2006
Total Posts : 1
Posted 5/24/2006 2:57 PM (GMT -6)
i guess you can say i have a image disorder. i think i'm ugly. i hate my face. my boyfriend is sick of hearing it. he tells me it's like a thin girl saying she's fat. i don't care, i still hate the way i look plus i'm the one that has to live with myself, i need to be happy with my image. i want plastic surgery to fix this, but thats far away b/c i can't get a full time job (b/c of a medical reason, which i hope gets fixed soon and i'm scared of surgery). he's not happy about
me wanting this, nor would my family. i know i can't change my whole face and i'm not about
to, the only thing i can/want is to fix my recessed chin and the bump on my nose. so mean while as i go through day by day i like to look at beautiful girls online (at myspace) and wish i looked like them, i get so depressed, i don't know why i do this to myself. but now i have a new problem, my boyfriends thinks i'm looking at guys. i tried to explain to him, but he thinks i'm lieing and i'm worried he will think i'm gay (which i'm not). he just doesn't get it, he thinks it's all about
him. im so sick of it, i feel he will never understand my depression (there is more problems to my depression than just this). i feel so alone, he doesn't want to hear me complain any more. i am seeing a therapist but when i told her about
this she kind of blew it off and wanted to talking about
my other problems. this is kind of ruining my relationship with my boyfriend b/c i don't like to be affectionate or sexy b/c i just feel really stupid. i spend most my time at home and i have really no interaction with ppl at work or much when i was in school, i have no friends (or ever had), and my only sister lives to far away and we aren't close any more. i'm just really alone. i've been depressed for 14 years, i'm 23 right now. it's hard to see the point in trying anymore.
sorry if this is hard to read, i have a learning disability and it's sometimes hard for my to express myself with words.
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Date Joined Oct 2005
Total Posts : 4031
Posted 5/24/2006 5:44 PM (GMT -6)
Hi Tropicana, Welcome to healing well forums. We are happy to have you. Being a female too I understand the pressures to look perfect. I gave into this in my high school days when some of the girls on my cheer team shared the secrets of eating disorders. Which I too soon developed. I also ended up falling off stunt one day and broke my nose, then it was broke again in softball a year later. This has left a bump in it which I am very self conscious about
. Looking in the mirror isn't so bad but I really notice it in picture of myself. Maybe one day I will get it fixed, who knows. It seems that your boyfriend has quite a bit of insight as he is right in that your perception of yourself is skewed. You can be and look one way but you see something totally different. Plastic surgery will never correct that. You have to first be emotionally stable with yourself and through therapy you should be able to get there. I know you mentioned that you see a therapist but she is unresponsive to what you need to talk to her about
...change therapists. Plain and simple. You pay for that service and if you are not getting any benefit from it then you need to move on to someone who can help you.
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