My recent thoughts are making me scared of my own self. I'm not obcessing on it just like a passing thought. Passed a few times yesterday and today. Should I be concerned with myself having that type of passing thoughts. I feel so useless and just a burden on my family. I am unable to work anymore due to my short term memory loss and constant fog that I live in. My hubby took a huge pay cut after Katrina. So I was going to work part time to
help out with making ends meet. Well instead of helping all I can do is make more medical and medication bills. I may be able to work one to two days a week. My co-pay for my 12 meds are over $300. a month.
I even filed SS Disability in April. I don't know what to do anymore.<sigh>
I suffer with depression, fibromyalgia, diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease, hyperthyroidism, insomnia, post menapausal. <sp>
Other than that I am in shape for the shape I'm in. Please shed some light on this for me.....should I be worried of those thoughts?
Hi kathy, I am sorry but I have had to edit your post due to forum rules and regulations # 1. no discussion of threats of suicide or self-injury, or threatened or intended physical harm. We have many children and teenagers that post on this forum and wouldn't want something we post to influence them in anyway. Please do understand. I am posting some suicide hotlines and website for you to utilize if you need to. Thank you - Elisha
Post Edited By Moderator (els) : 6/26/2006 3:47:02 AM (GMT-6)