I'm scared of my own thoughts

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cajunbrat
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Date Joined Feb 2006
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   Posted 6/23/2006 2:20 PM (GMT -7)   
confused  My recent thoughts are making me scared of my own self.  I'm not obcessing on it just like a passing thought. Passed a few times yesterday and today.  Should I be concerned with myself having that type of passing thoughts.  I feel so useless and just a burden on my family.  I am unable to work anymore due to my short term memory loss and constant fog that I live in.  My hubby took a huge pay cut after Katrina.  So I was going to work part time to
help out with making ends meet.  Well instead of helping all I can do is make more medical and medication bills.  I may be able to work one to two days a week.  My co-pay for my 12 meds are over $300. a month. mad I even filed SS Disability in April.  I don't know what to do anymore.<sigh>
I suffer with depression, fibromyalgia, diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease, hyperthyroidism, insomnia, post menapausal. <sp>
Other than that I am in shape for the shape I'm in.  Please shed some light on this for me.....should I be worried of those thoughts?
~Kathy 

Hi kathy,  I am sorry but I have had to edit your post due to forum rules and regulations # 1. no discussion of threats of suicide or self-injury, or threatened or intended physical harm.  We have many children and teenagers that post on this forum and wouldn't want something we post to influence them in anyway.  Please do understand. I am posting some suicide hotlines and website for you to utilize if you need to. Thank you - Elisha

http://suicidehotlines.com/

http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscenter/

http://suicidal.com/depressionandsuicide/

Post Edited By Moderator (els) : 6/26/2006 3:47:02 AM (GMT-6)


Honehe
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   Posted 6/23/2006 3:21 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Cajunbrat,

If you are having negative thoughts about yourself then you should probably go to your doctor as soon as possible, even if they are just passing thoughts. You could also look up helplines online, that way you can talk to someone when/if you need to.

I hope you feel better soon,

Honehe

cajunbrat
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Date Joined Feb 2006
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   Posted 6/23/2006 3:25 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks, Honehe. I appreciate your caring.
~Kathy~


Judi Bee
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Date Joined May 2006
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   Posted 6/23/2006 4:35 PM (GMT -7)   
wow... i know what u mean. i think things like that. detailed thoughts. thien u take a step back and thing..i cant actually believe im thinkin about this stuff. =oS

do u have anyone to talk to??

cajunbrat
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Date Joined Feb 2006
Total Posts : 186
   Posted 6/23/2006 4:42 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks Judi. I don't share that with family members. I haven't seen my therapist in nearly 2 months due to our insurance change. I guess I will just make another bill and go to see her. I am really down this evening. Hubby keeps asking me what's wrong? I just say I am just feeling down a bit I guess.
~Kathy~


ShynSassy
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Date Joined Dec 2005
Total Posts : 3036
   Posted 6/25/2006 5:31 AM (GMT -7)   
I went farther than the planned thoughts of suicide about 3 years ago.
While laying in the ER after having my stomach pumped,my at that time 15 year old daughter asked me why I wanted to leave her...didn't I love her anymore?.
..........
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia

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