Post Edited By Moderator (Admin) : 7/12/2006 9:36:41 AM (GMT-6)
There is no reason to feel ashamed if you have to see a psychiatrist. I used to feel that way. I think everyone at some point in there lives has to get help from someone. All kinds of people see psychiatrists. Actors/Actresses, Athletes, Politicians, Moms & Dads, Kids all types of people. When you have feelings like this, try to find something that you like. Animals, sports, history, music, whatever and just endulge yourself into it.
Regarding your work issue, everyone makes mistakes. You at least understand that you did and seem sorry. That is a good trait.
Don't put pressure on yourself either. Things will work out.
You need to see a psychiatrist. I don't want you to kill yourself. I may not know you very well but I had a really good friend of mine who killed him self and he was only 14. His death showed me that people do care that know but you don't realize it until something bad happens to you. That is how I knew that killing myself is just a way out of your problems badly. You need to work you problems through. My mom is the same way. She doesn't like the idea of me taking medication for depression and going to a psychiatrist.