Hi Ya Tuna, You’re not at all alone in dealing with any of these issues. I often think of things that I need or want to do and end up not putting them into action or putting them off. School is a big one for me...I have been working on my Master's in Psychology for 3 years now. I was signed up for classes this coming session which starts on the 14th but I dropped them...why? I don’t know. Sometimes I feel too overwhelmed and need a break...even when I am so close to being done.
Anyhow, I have had depression, anxiety and panic disorder for years and I am very good at disguising it or hiding how I feel. Even the people closest to me cannot tell when I am having high anxiety or panic attack. But it is very obvious when I start to down slide into depression. I guess it depends on the person.