For those who dont know me I am a husband of a severly depressed wife ,trying to get by day by day .
I have a question to ask of anyone who would like to share there input.
7 years ago I was working a great job 70k a year ,drinking lots,got in trouble with police lost license ,a couple years later ,changed jobs so I could still provide for my wife ,kid to follow .the problem was I took a 20-30k paycut and hate my job.
My wife of course loves having me go to work and come home with her at the end of the day ,she drops me off then goes to her job ,we have one vehicle.
so fast forward to last nite .,my wife wakes me up and asks me if I regret anything ie:work education ...anyways I enjoy doing my line of work so I answered her by telling her I regret my job in fact I hate it ...but she likes it....
so I get to work and check my email and low and behold the company I used to work for had emailed me and are on a head hunting mission and offered me my job back making 70k+
So after work she picks me upp and I tell her about it ,she gets home has some wine and gets half lit and starts talking about me going back to my old job.
I have been sober for 5 years now and have grown up alot since my drinking tars ,but I think she is scared that i will go back to that way I try to tell her that part of my life is over ,I have no desire to drink. I am getting a mixed vibe and really want some advice from someone who suffers from D as you guys are always honest here !!!
I would go back tommorow to my old job but Its like I told my wife the final decision will be made by both of us as she has to be cool with it .I am affraid that she will tell me to go back only because she knows I dont enjoy where I am now .
SO what should I do ?????
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.