by the way, i forgot to say, that i am trying to move past this 'victim conscienceness' i have gotten myself into...it is a cycle...and i am trying to get by it but it is hard b/c i feel no justice has been served for me.
how do i get past the idea that i have not had justice served in my life from peeps who intentionally hurt me?
my therapist told me i have to learn how to forgive and forget and move on...i have to write angry letters and get it out of my system, if i did that and mailed them i would be put into jail though for what i want to say to those people would not be nice.....
any thoughts on how to forgive and forget and move on from my hurts?
i have tried to put it behind me and go back to being a sp ed teacher b/c they need em down here but i am not ready to do this and dont know if i will ever be ready to go there again b/c it reminds me again of being 'victim consciencess' ....and i want to get past this.....i cant work with hurt kids anymore b/c i feel their pain also and makes me feel helpless all over again...
I think it is very clear that this topic has different meanings for everyone. I don’t believe that any one person who chooses to take this course in their lives makes this decision lightly. Depression is very individual for each and every one of us, meaning we are not going to have the exact same experiences and feelings. Anyone who is having suicidal thoughts for whatever reason needs to get help from a mental health care professional immediately. I don’t believe that this topic should be debated further here on this forum.