lazer77.... i too had a carcrash in 02' and it made me apreciate how short life is and how in the matter of a few seconds your whole life can change.....now i have 11 screws and 4 metal plates in my neck and all b/c some retard hit me coming out of a liquor store parking lot who couldnt wait to get into her bottle..of was into her bottle already.
that happened when i was 46, now i am 50.
dont worry so much about the girls thing jsut get your education done first then plan for girls...girls tend to take away from your learning and distrract you unless just friends, and anyway try to just be friends wit hthem anyway to begin with, no pressure okay? sometimes girls can pick up on pressure from guys for sex stuff and may get turned off by it, so keep it friendship first...you can meet girls who you ahve something in common with by joining clubs or classes. or hobbies. also if you smoke i know lots of girls get turned off by this....unless they do it too.
18 is kinda young to think your life is passing you by!!! you can take a smester off to leanr in another country or state to learn about how others live.....you can vlounteer for an activist politically if you are agaisnt something, one person can makea difference and change the world....GOD doesnt hate people, people hate people.....have some faith inyourself.....and rmember elenaore roosevelt said ' no one can make you feel bad about yourselve with out your permission'
sorry about my spelling....if you drink quit it, get on the right track and education is the ticket...i leanred the hard way
Sorry to hear about your accident and that you are feeling so down. I am new here and can't really offer any advice, but I can say we are all here to support you.
I could be way off, but something to think about if it applies. You mentioned having a really high voice. Do you have any of the following in addition?
Relatively small genitals.
Lack of or very little facial or body hair.
Same with lack of pubic hair.
Lack of sexual interest.
Lack of muscle mass.
If yes, you could possibly have low levels of testosterone. I am currently looking into the same thing. I have heard from members in other groups that HRT (hormone replacement therapy) has helped them tremendously. I am praying that this could be an answer for me.
If no, you should probably still try and seek some type of counseling. Even before being completely independent. You don't have to tell your parents.