I don't even know where to begin - especially after reading the post before mine as my issues seem so trivial.
First, I haven't been on this site in a year and I don't know why. It is not like the depression went away or anything.
I am tired of feeling like this.
The most important thing, to me, right now is that the gyno called and my pap test came back abnormal and he thinks that I have cervical cancer. Great. I have to go in on Tuesday and get a "more in depth" test. How much more "in depth" can you get in that area?
Second, I met a boy (he is 33 so I guess a man) that I really like but it doesn't appear that he likes me which bums me out. There is another boy (he is 29) who does appear to like me and guess what - I don't think I like him as more than a friend.
I really like the first boy but if I keep trying then it will never work out so I have to not try - at all. Right? Isn't the fun supposed to be in the chase?
Other than that things are OK although I think I am going to talk to my doc about prozac. I have taken it before and I think I need to be back on it. I am not suicidal because, heaven forbid, that would take energy which I don't have.
I just want to find some good friends - guys or girls to be friends with but I think that I am going to need medication; however I fear it will react poorly to my seizure medication.
Any ideas? Opinions?
What do I do about these boys (I sound like I am 12 when I am actually 30)?
Same story, different day.