Thank you all for your support. I guess this is hard because I am a depressed person normally. I am the "see the glass half empty" girl. I lost some "friends" a couple of years ago because I was "too depressed" all the time. Things have changed SOOO much in the past few years.
Sometimes it is just all too much to deal with and I have taken every medication that there is on the market (I think).
I am trying to find someone to go and talk to about all of this but that is also a problem. I am not good at being counseling. Not because I think that they are wrong or anything like that, but because I feel bad for pouring all of my problems out on them and my problems, in comparison to many others, are trivial and I try, unknowingly, to be funny and make them feel better. Typical caregiver right?
Oh and to add insult to injury someone ran into my car the other night.
Thanks for listening.
If I can do anything to help you please let me know.
"Someone's opinion of you doesn't have to become your reality."
"May those who love us, love us And those that don't love us, May God turn their hearts; And if he doesn't turn their hearts May he turn their ankles So we will know them by their limping"