I am so tired. I can't get thoughts of money, jobs and stuff out of my head. I hate sliding back, yesterday wasn't to bad, but today is awful! I don't feel like I can tell my husband how bad it is, he is already worried about me and he doesn't need anymore of my stresses. It's one of those days where I'm wondering what my husband would do without me and how he would handle the kids. I'm trying to plan things out, just in case.
The thing is, there may not be anything for me to worry about and I'm just borrowing trouble, but it just won't leave my head. I can only think of the worst cases, I can't seem to come up with anything good that could happen, it's only the awful stuff that I can think about and I can't deal with it well.