I think that I am indeed just a lazy person. I suffer from depression, however not as bad as many others here. I have been lazy as long as I can remember. I am lazy both physically and mentally. I always look for the easy way out.
Even with meds, I really am searching for a magic pill although I know it does not exist. I was always told "you can do it if you want to" which to some extent is true. If I find something that I like or want, I will usually do whatever it takes to get it done. Those situations are very few and far between. I find myself to lazy to even do the things that I enjoy.
I do achieve minor accomplishments, but far too few. I think that I do the least amount of work of the 50,000-person workforce for which I am part of. At least the 200 that work at this same location. That is a scary thought.
I recently and currently am on TRT or HRT-testosterone replacement therapy. I have a thread about it. I was really praying that this was a missed diagnosis from way back. I match many, but not all the symptoms of low T. (I should update that thread)
Anyway I am exactly 3 weeks into 2.5mg/day testosterone treatment. 2.5mg is the lowest dose. So far I have not felt any different. The endo said it might not work. I am not giving up. But if this turns out to be a bust, the only explanation is that I am truly a very, very lazy person.