Wizzer, let it out. Talk to your safe friends. You are chemically depressed and likely grieving over. When my husband left I couldn't stop crying for 5 1/2 months. I was grieving but it was likely I was greiving all of the pain and loss in my life as well. Are you seeing a talk doc? Are you on anti-depressants? Take care.
DX: chronic migraine, cervical degeneration, depression/anxiety
RX: Wellbutrin, Lexapro, Soma, Immitrex
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