Hi. I know how you feel. I was very lonely at your age. Looking back on it, I was depressed. My Mom and Dad went through an ugly divorce and I just withdrew. I went from being creative and outgoing to not wanting to even make eye contact with people walking in the hallways at school. How come you don't have any friends? What do you mean 1 who got left behind? It sounds like you don't think you are lovable and worthy of attention. You are dear one - you are! you have a right to be here interacting with the people in the world. It's great that you have a good imagination and have learned how to soothe yourself with your dolls but why not make some real friends too? What kind of things do you like to do? Crafts? sports? Their are a lot of group things that you could get involved in. Can you talk to the school counselor about it? You are young and should be having fun. You sound so nice. I'm sure that you could find friends that you could be happy together with. Please reach out like you are doing here at Healing Well.
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RX: Wellbutrin, Lexapro, Soma, Immitrex
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