Hi Shakes, I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way. You should post on Anxiety/AP and "ADHD" too. Everyone at HealingWell is searching for answers. You will find lots of support here. Did you know that high intelligence is found in individuals that have ADHD. Maybe read some books on ADD and do a google search. Meanwhile, give yourself a break, hun, it's obvious that you love your Son and that is a lot.
"You don't find out that God is all you've got until God is all you've got."
"The mighty oak tree was once a little nut that held its ground."
"You are richer today if you have laughed, given or forgiven."