Hi Saire, your post was locked by the ADMIN b/c of the "flaming" that was going on. However, I hope that you will still post with us. Come to us and post your feelings and fears, especially when you get the urge to "self-harm." You can't tell us in detail about that but it will help you to write out your feelings and receive support from all of us.
You mentioned that Mom and Dad won't let you go to a support group or psychologist. That is very unfortunate. Below is a link with an online address and phone number. They might be able to tell you where you can go confidentially and their site might allow discussions that will allow you to fully disclose your situation.
Hang in there and let us know how you are doing, okay?
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. Amen."
Post Edited (hopefulmigrainer) : 1/2/2007 7:42:29 PM (GMT-7)