this is unfortunately how depression is...we all have similar feelings. I think it is important to discuss this with your parents and go see a psychiatrist who might be able to prescribe you some meds. Hopefully since you experience some relief from the ST. John's Wort they will be able to find something that can truly break through this.
I wish you luck and am glad that you are comfortable enough to post your feelings...it took me over 5 years to come to one of these sites and look for help. It helps to know that we are not alone, since in our day to day lives it certainly feels that way...like no one understands how we feel.
ElishaCo~Mod: DepressionModerator: Heart & Cardiovascular Diseasehttp://www.healingwell.com/donate
Post Edited By Moderator (els) : 1/10/2007 6:32:25 AM (GMT-7)