Are your parents aware of what is going on with you?
You really need to talk to them,let them help you.
And yes you need to get to a doctor,asap if possible.
I know that teenage years are probably the hardest you will ever go through. I can just imagine how it is today.
But,you have your whole life ahead of you.
Have you sat down and thought about what you want to do with your life? What are your dreams? Who do you want to become?
This is the most important time in your life,you are molding yourself into what you want to become.
You obviously are a smart kid,so take advantage of that. Do something with it.
Work on your future.You can get thru this,it is going to take patience and alot of frustration,but believe me 10 years from now your outlook on life is going to be alot different than what it is now.
Keep your wits about you,and keep your head up!
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia