I am so sorry you are going through this. Do you know the cause of your gut pain? Is it something they can give you some meds for? You might have said on previous posts,but I missed it.
I have survived alot in my life,and it still amazes me that I can still be sane after all of that. I survived a horrid divorce too. And all these years later I still find myself waking up and having to remind myself that I am safe for the first time in my life. It is a great feeling but it is hard to understand sometimes.
you will survive this,and since you are a mom,you will not only survive but you will take the hard lessons with you and be a stronger person.
Make sure to tell the doctor everything and all of your symptons so they can treat you properly.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia