I went to see my counselor the other day. Well I hadn't seen her in about a year and then I went back. But she said that it would be best if I saw someone else. So she put me onto another person. She told me she isn't abandoning me... and I tried to agree with her and say that I didn't feel abandoned but I guess I did in a way. She said the lady I am going to see is nice. I think that I will give it a go anyway, and see how it turns out, maybe this new person will be ok... I don't know. I guess I am just filled with anxiety about the whole thing, and a little sad that I have to change counselors. But She told me it was all for the best. She thinks it will just bring up old stuff we already talked about and will bring us round in circles... so seeing someone else might bring in a new perspective... maybe... I don't know. I guess I will find out... eeek.