Post Edited (polly_pet) : 9/17/2007 3:37:11 AM (GMT-6)
ElishaCo~Mod: DepressionModerator: Heart & Cardiovascular Diseasehttp://www.healingwell.com/donate
All is not lost Polly - from your post I can see that you are really making good progress and working hard towards feeling better about yourself..Being motivated to study is all good - well done At 19 you have your whole life ahead of you..don't be too hard on yourself - we are all different and only really acheive when we are in the right frame of mind to so.
Seeking medical advice and maybe a little counselling would be a great idea - you may well be suprised how much of a difference this makes to your life :)
Look forward to reading your next post.