Welcome to the board I am really glad that you found us,and you will see there are alot of great people that care,and have great advice here.
Wow,did I read myself right into your post... Before I met my b/f I was a regular party animal,except I was depressed taking meds and drinking..not a good combo.
Now,it is usually just us,and I have to really push him into going out and doing something because I can't stand sitting around here all of the time.
My suggestion is start slow, see if you can hang around with another couple that you both like and go from there.
Then start with a night out to yourselves with a friend.
It is not really a bad thing that you don't go to parties ect,maybe you have just outgrown that part of your life before anyone else has? You are content with your b/f and feel safe.
As far as the meds I agree that you really need to go to the Dr and tell them it is not working. And go from there.
Please keep us posted and stay strong
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