I wish I could offer some words of advice or a suggestion, but I can't as I am going through the same thing as well. I hope the increase in Wellbutrin helps soon. I just wanted to let you know, that I agree completely. It's not fair at all. I hate feeling this way. I'm usually such a caring and empathetic individual but right now I feel like such a monster. It will be nice to care again though. Big Huggs! I hope things look up for you soon.
Thanks Shy -
I'm definitely finding that I have good days and bad days, as well as good moments and bad moments within those days. I'm getting braver and less worried about what other people think of me. I'm becoming more social, not as much as I have been when I'm "normal", but more than I have been when I'm deep down in the throws of the big D. I guess it all just takes time, focus, energy, and motivation. I'm also finding that the weather has a lot to do with it. If it's a nice warm and sunny day, I'm much more motivated to get up and do things, whereas when it's cool and rainy I'd much rather curl up and read and stay in bed all day. So, I'm gonna keep a closer eye on that to see if I might have SAD. Otherwise, I'm just trying to take one day at a time, try to listen to my body (which is something I'm relearning how to do) and make the most of it! :)