Let the tears flow, nurses are very caring and they understand you need mental comfort as well as relief of physical pain. Let out the tears and you will feel better.
I speak from experience, much experience. So trust me on this, give up trying to act like it is okay and let someone comfort you. do you thing you can do that? It does not make you a weak person , it makes you a human person.
Bless you and gentle hugs.
Maybe tonight things will improve some i`m home.I am just so exhausted things not going so well my path results were not so good and now i`m so worried the surgeon has told me its going to return as it`s a bad one . i have to have checks every three months and that entails a 1400 km round trip to see him .But for now the tears are finally flowing
Stkitt if i did while i was in hospital then i would have to tell them why and i just didn`t want to do that things were bad enough as it was .I know the nurses would of see it many times but i just couldn`t go through it all again .
Shy as for going back on the meds i don`t know if i want to in a lot of ways i just felt they were not helping me at all for the time being i just want to see how i go i`m just hoping things will settle down .I have a few more children to look after and also a two month old baby i know just caring for them will help me a lot as i won`t get time to think about my own problems this is how i coped for many years .
Will drop in again soon but for now i`m heading to bed hoping that tonight i will be able to sleep . Restless.