Sorry it has taken so long to get back with you! Sweety I know what you are saying and I feel every inch of your pain, TRUST ME I do, just stay strong and know that you have me to lean on!!!!
You have my email address on aol. You use it anytime day or night!!! I wish I lived close to you so that I could be there for you when you go to court. I know how traumatic it can be. Remember what I told you though, although you are hurting like crazy inside, don't let them get you upset, I know it will be hard, but that is what they are going to try to do!!!! Stiff upper lip and it is ok to cry just keep yourself in check.
I have no problem exchanging information with you at all! When you are ready to do that, contact me on my personal email. Sweety hang tough, you don't think you can but I know you can.
I talked to my oldest daughter about you and she said if she could help in any way to let me know. She is really busy though I will tell you but I would make sure that if you needed to talk to her that she would arrange it. Whatever we can do to help you get through this.
I am dealing big time with my own demons right now but I will do what I can to help you, after all I am your guardian angel, right?
Stay strong and let me know what I can do.
Hugs and prayers,