Welcome to the forum I am very glad that you found us,and I am sure you will find the support you need.
I am so sorry for what you are going through. I imagine moving from Fl to Ia is a big culture shock! (I live in Iowa too).
3 years ago I decided to move from my home town to a smaller one to be with my b/f.
My kids had decided that they wanted to live with their dad and not move with me (they were 14 and 17)
believe me,I bawled almost every day for a year! I missed my kids (saw them on weekends) my friends,and my brother. But,I was happy and safe for the first time in my life.
You situation is way different I know,I just wanted you to know that I understood the pain of moving away.
I think that you should just tell your boyfriend how depressed you are,and between the two of you find a way for you to go visit your family for a week.
Then,at that time you will be able to make more of a decision on where you want to live.
Please keep us posted and stay strong
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Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
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