Never Lose Your Faith In What You Want!!!

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 5/21/2007 4:39 PM (GMT -7)   
I want to take a minute and let everyone know that in many months of sadness and darkness, I had a ray of light shine on me today!  It was the brightest time in my life for quite awhile and I never wanted it to end.  It was a feeling of utter happiness and joy.  The outcome of the occurance was not to be a positive one but knowing that it was happening in the moment there is nothing I would have rather done or a place I would have been.  There are no words to tell you how much I felt in my heart.
 
Ultimately, my tomorrows will not change and my life will go on the same as they did before this wonderful period of my day but I will tell you that I wouldn't change times like that for anything.  Did I cry when the moment was over, more than you can ever imagine but I would cry a million rivers to have that once in awhile.
 
My faith showed me today that through all the rain and the pain there are brief moments that will be so worth it and today I realized that.
 
THANK YOU GOD TO FOR THE CHANCE TO SEE ONE OF MY PRAYERS COME TRUE.  MY WANTS AND DREAMS DIDNT COME TRUE TODAY AND I DONT KNOW IF THEY EVER WILL BUT MY SOUL HAS A SMALL BANDAGE WHERE IT WAS BLEEDING.  HAS IT HEALED ALL THE WAY? NO, If and when it ever does, I will be waiting.
 
I sit here in tears feeling so many things.  I dont feel so alone right now.  It is if God in some small way is saying, hang tough Teresa I havent forsaken you.
 
Today was proof of that.
Teresa
"Faith is knowing you're in control
when your life is falling apart,
Faith is in that quiet assurance
I feel deep within my heart".


ShynSassy
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   Posted 5/22/2007 5:01 AM (GMT -7)   
I am very glad that you were able to experience that.



Stay strong


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jordaNZone
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   Posted 5/22/2007 6:41 AM (GMT -7)   
 
Keep facing towards the sunshine and the
shadows will fall behind you Teresa..
yeah
 
 
Maree
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Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. 
*
May your troubles be less,
and your blessings be more..
And nothing but happiness come thru your door :))

May your day be filled with laughter and love.

***

 


 


faithfully4you
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   Posted 5/22/2007 12:18 PM (GMT -7)   
:-)  Thank you guys so much!!!  Like I said this is only something that will happen in my life as long as I keep my faith.  I know better dayz are coming, I just wonder how long it will still be till they are an everyday reality.
 
I am going to start taking welllbutrin tomorrow.  The dose is actually kind of high to start but that is what the prescription is for.  It is 300mg a day.  I made a promise to do something with the way I am feeling and I am going to try.  It has been a long time since I was able to keep a promise but with gods help, i can do anything!
Teresa
"Faith is knowing you're in control
when your life is falling apart,
Faith is in that quiet assurance
I feel deep within my heart".


ShynSassy
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   Posted 5/22/2007 2:51 PM (GMT -7)   
Good Luck Teresa!!!


Keep us posted


Shy
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Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Currently taking none.
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"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"


strengthin1
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   Posted 5/22/2007 3:45 PM (GMT -7)   
I'm proud of you Teresa. You did keep your promise . Hopefully you will feel a little better too. Thank you so much. . .

els
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   Posted 5/23/2007 8:27 AM (GMT -7)   

Hi Teresa, That is great that you have decided to start an antidepressant.  I truely hope it helps.  I am somewhat surprised though at the starting dosage.  But you had the VNS turned off...right?  I hope I'm not getting confused here eyes   so, if that is the case then I could see why your begining dosage would be so high.

Keep us posted...I know you will dear :-)   and hang in there dear...you have lots of support here.

Hugs


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faithfully4you
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   Posted 5/24/2007 4:55 PM (GMT -7)   
:-)  Thank you guys for your inspiration!  EVERYONE!!!!!!  I made myself a promise first and foremost and then someone very special in my life.  I owe it to my future without promise and positive outlooks, I have nothing.  I am still along way from being out of the woods but I have an added inspirational push.
 
Someone stated that in a post that sometimes you think that you are one of a million people in this world but you may not realize that you are the only person that someone needs, LOL sorry I think i butchered that but I think im in the ballpark, how true that statement is!!!!
 
From several days until the end of my days, I have new choices and unchartered roads that will be placed in front of without a roadmap.  I know that my journey will take me to places where I will look for sunshine, the difference is that I know that sun shines only as bright as I allow it too.  Instead of pulling the blinds down and going about it in the dark, it is time in my life to go towards the sun no matter how hot and thirsty i get, I have to remember that I can get there.
 
I have a new lease on my life right now and I plan on trying my best to achieve all my hopes and dreams that I so deserve as well as the people in my life that mean the most to me.
 
I consider my life right now like a child that has not learned to walk.  My knees are bleeding from crawling because that is all I would attempt to do.  Now I am trying to pull myself with the help of those I TRUST and taking steps that I have been trying to take.  Yes, I know that I am going to trip and maybe fall down but once i fall it is what i do at that time  that determines if my knees stay raw because I give up or if I get right back up with or without a sore butt, at that very moment is where my decision to grow and learn will be seen.   I know once I get those steps down that I know i am capable of, IT IS NONSTOP FAITH FOR ME AND THOSE THAT HELD MY HAND AND HEART WHILE LETTING ME GROW!!!!!
 
 


Teresa
"Faith is knowing you're in control
when your life is falling apart,
Faith is in that quiet assurance
I feel deep within my heart".

Post Edited (faithfully4you) : 5/24/2007 6:00:59 PM (GMT-6)

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