You could have been writing about
me 4 years ago. Man,was I a mess.
It sounds like you are doing everything you can to heal,for some reason you are in a hole,and need to find a way out of it.(duh right?)
If you think that you need inpatient,then by all means do it.
You are the only one that knows where you stand right now,and what might help.
Stay strong and please keep us posted.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Currently taking none.www.healingwell.com/donatewww.myspace.com/ShynSassy315
"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"