Sorry I had to edit your post..there are some things we cannot discuss at HW..but what I Would like you to do is to seek some help to overcome these feelings.
Are you still at school and if so can you speak to your school counsellor?
Are you able to see your doctor and discuss these feelings?
Is there an 0800 phone number to ring that deals with these sorts of issues?
It is a very serious issue froggy..please seek help as soon as you can!
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