First of all welcome
I dont know whether or not it is your meds that are making you feel the way you do. I can speak to as someone that experiences the same exact feelings. My aggression and aggitation is alot worse when my depression is at its peak. I seem to really see it when im tired or havent eaten good. In the past the docs have treated this with antipyschotic meds. I am not advocating for these drugs for me but I do know that for someone people they work. The word "antipyschotic" made me feel embarrassed because I didnt think that I was "psychotic". That was the biggest hurdle for me, did they work, do a degree for me, yes and it was not the term for the reason to stop them, it was my doc that decided to wean me off all my meds at one time, i just opt not to take so many drugs.
Sometimes I wonder though if a small dose would help me.
Something to think about though.
" If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.”
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