Welcome to Healing Well. I am Kitt and I look forward to getting to know you better.
I understand how it is to feel sad and lonely even in a crowded room when you have depression.
HW is open 24/7 so you sure could come here and choose from many forums that might fit you. The people are wonderful and so friendly. They also have chatrooms. I have not been in one but I have heard others that say they enjoy them.
Do you have hobbies, can you take walks or try to go somewhere to be around people, sometimes just to people watch is fun. How about Navy Pier?
They have great ice cream..........................I am not sure where your located so this could be a long ways.
My therapist taught me to get out in the sunshine, she said people can not tell if your crying with your sunglasses on.