I have been apart of this board for months but haven't posted in forever. Every time I think about posting I feel like I am just whining.
Anyway, it has been seven months and I still haven't found a job even though I go on interviews every week! I am either told that I am over-qualified or underqualified because I went straight through to get a MBA which means I have no work experience etc...
I am down to my last dollar which means I can't pay any bills, but thankfully I live with my parents so I don't have to worry about food or shelter.
I am trying to stay positive during this extremely difficult time and have started working-out and going to OA when I start to feel down and have lost 20 pounds since March and that makes me happy, but I still feel like a total loser and a waste of space.
I feel so frustrated in life and am wondering what horrible thing I have done to bad time after bad time. I so want to get out of this black whole and be able to experience life!
To top it all off, my bestfriend who I have always loved is moving away for school, and he doesn't even seem like he will miss me. I don't want to be depressed, alone, and jobless this summer and want to be able to go out enjoy the nice weather like everyone else, but I fear that my fear and frustration with life will take over what little joy that I have left.