Oh yeah can I relate!! about
3 years ago I had to make a hard decision,my son is bipolar,my ex husband decided to move about
2 blocks from me,and did not stop harassing me. I had left him 4 years prior because he had decided early on in our marriage that I was his personal punching bag.
My son had become so violent that I was afraid for my daughter and myself. I met a great guy who lived 2 hrs away,I had lost my job and was down to my last penny. My daughter decided to move in with her dad,so I got my act together and made my son live with his dad. I basically cried myself to sleep every night for a year.
It took me 2 years to find a job,I felt like such a worm. My b/f was so great though and just kept telling me I would get on my feet. I finally did,but the healing process has been slow.
My kids are 17 and 20 now and are doing great. So I know my decision was the best one I could have made.
The reason I am telling you this is because you are going to get through it.
It is going to be hard. But as I always say,the ones with depression are probably the strongest people there are.
We have to go through so much everyday just to make it.
Now,Have you been to the doctor? I think that should be your first step here...you have to get you better in order to be able to give to someone else Ex job ect.
What is going on with the ex?
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Currently taking none.www.healingwell.com/donatewww.myspace.com/ShynSassy315
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