So sorry, Cyborg for what u are having to go through, I know what u mean about
always having to be the good person, but if I am not, I feel so guilty I can't live with myself. I was done wrong by a distant family member about
7-8 yrs ago and I still haven't gotten completely over it, although I am a little better most of the time. I have tried and tried to get over it and not hold a grudge, but he really hurt me mentally, and it just kind of lingers and he will never ever admit he was wrong, but everybody elese knows he was, so that helps, but at first they weren't sure and that is what hurt the most. He is very coniving though and he is so smooth that I can understand to a certain degree why they believed him or questioned it anyway, but it still hurts. Keep posting here, to vent if nothing elese, I think maybe that would help u a lot and u wouldn't be keeping it bottled up inside at least. We will be glad to listen and I am sure u will get a lot of good advice and support here. Hope things get better for u soon.
Ibs, fibro, migraines, depression, anxiety, PTSD, GERD, past endometriosis; C-section, Choley, Liver resection, Total Hysterectomy; Cymbalta, Fentanly patch, Mobic, and Vivelle patch + PRN = Oxycodone, Phenergan, Mobic, Xanax and others.