I am sorry your so lonely, please email me if I can do anything to help you .
I think your therapist is wanting to keep busy and I do not feel that she would have scheduled appointments if she did not feel ready.
Please, talk to her as you always have, otherwise she will not feel she is doing you justice.
Does that make sense?
Warm thoughts coming your way.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
*~* Not a mental health professional at all *~*
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”